There was a time when I knew
I was The All mighty God of the
Universe called Me.
All seeing, all mighty and absolutely aware!
Like Old testaments God I was
And I said to myself “I am who I am.”

And as The Creator of my future me
I sculptured my mind.
I carved and burnt and cast out everything
I thought to be rotten or weak.
And with fire of agony I strengthened myself
Like iron is strengthened into steel.

And I became so incredibly strong
Almost invincible I thought.
My mind purified and strong like ideal steel
Only my flesh had some faults I thought.
And I thought my sight was sharp
When I saw how institutionalised religions
Enslave and divide men into small groups
Which all know that others will burn in Hell.

And I saw how corrupted the Bible is
And how easily used against humanity
And life itself like a Satan’s masterpiece.
And still I saw how false religions and
Nations need enemies to unify their herd.

And as all this and more I saw
I realized incredible animal like
stupidity of humankind.
From rats and pigs such behaviour
could be expected put for humans
I had no compassion left.

Someone must put all this madness to its end!

And as I searched no one other up to
this task I found.
So creator of new millennia I shall be!

More strength I gained and my enemies failed
As I found no one as great and brave.
And when I had defeated thousands of times
thousands of enemies and gained reign of thousand nations
still I wanted more and more!

I wanted to see God and Satan both
To be kneeled by my feet and carry the blame
From this world so twisted and wrong!
And as I fought to end all wars I saw
how the men behind curtains were pleased.
Clear sighted I was and I saw their
strength and wisdom behind modest appear.
Still they were the ones who praised me most.
Newborn god I must certainly be!

But sometimes,
though beautiful as god should be I was,
I saw a glimpse of Darkness so hideous…
In my own reflection!
And sometimes,
though fearless I was afore of mightiest enemies
and Death Himself as my old playground friend,
hint of a strange chill I felt…

And I stood in my highest might and glory
Whole world kneeled down to my feet it seemed.
There in my incomparable reign
I finally began to really understand…
I begun to recall how all empires had fall…
Oh how cowardly blind I had been!
All enemies already won I found the One
too terrifying to even be gazed by me.

And I begun to see
How I had conquered whole world
Just for to push away the immortal truth
Inside ME!
And like false nations need enemies
to stay rotten as they are
I had demolished nations to stay away
From facing my true self.
…
Like all great conquerors in history before me.