2. Under The Bloodred Skies

Somewhere dark, there is a shadow,
a broken soul, that is me,
They say the light awaits, I can't see
Somewhere dark, there is a shadow
a lonely mind, that is me,
They say it all will be allright

but I am destined to fall..

Someday, somehow, I will arise
and show the world I will not fall again
Times when it gets harder to cope in this world
just take a grip and don't let go

Under bloodred skies, I am waiting for you
to give me shelter, and forget my constant failures
Under somber skies, I'm awaiting for you
to shed me light at the end of my overcast journey!

I have lost it all..

3. Scarred & Wounded

The door is closed,
behind it I hide my life.
The shimmering light dancing gently
around this room, alone...

Everything I do, reminds me of you
can not run away.
Everything you say, can only hurt me!

Why should I even bother to try?
You scarred my soul, and you wounded my heart
This feeling is too heavy to bear
I will close my wounds, I will forget you!
Why should I even break a smile?
You stole my heart and you stole my soul
I will not close my wounds, I will let myself bleed (to death..)

So long ago, was this broken soul alive
but now..
Shattered, broken thoughts getting a grip of me
I can not hide.

I am waiting for a better tomorrow,
I am waiting for a better life!

4. Waiting

The look in her eyes
told me what i knew
the pain in her eyes
mapped out her tragic past
every beat of her heart
she wishes to be her last
Wants out of her tragic past
by closing her eyes..

She's waiting for the darkness
to seal with a kiss,
Keep this warm memory,
and cherish it in your heart
Hold on the past forever
that we use to have
Now that you are gone,
It is my time to pass..

5. Silent Forever

Watching the sun as it lays it's rays
beyond the distant skies, silently.
how long have I been here for?
how long must I wait, forevermore?
I've been here without shedding a tear,
watching it all just wither away
I found this place, I once called home
now it's just nothingness to me.

Watching the sun go down behind the sea
If only I could see something more
I just see the faded image of me..
image, I can't get rid of.
It could all be better for you all
if I haven't even born among thee all.
I have been thinking really hard,
how much better it all could be.

Can someone hear my call,
a lonely psalm of the broken-hearted?
I feel the breeze of the coming fall
carressing my soul for the one last time
nobody's born to cope with the difficulties of life
nobody's born from the hope of better..