drinking to forget you
taking pills to forget you again

you know yesterday i thought
i thought about the ocean and all the cities we've been to
the neonlights and dark sky
i hate it when i have you in my memories so many times
i'd like to think i was in those places with someone else
more cooler and more kind

with some friend of mine

taking pills again

and you say it was all a terrible mistake
horrible thing
i'm so sorry
and i take you back as i always do
just this time it's diffrent
and it's tearing me apart

it's tearing me apart because now i see you as you really are
just a boy lost
now needing me so badly for the first time
and it doesn't feel the same although i'd like to
it feels more complicated
more difficult

taking pills again

and it's weird i love you
and we are still more fucked up than ever
i go around bars drinking and taking drugs
you stay home calling me
it's so weird

taking pills

just to forget you just for fun
and i'll go untill
my heart stops