this country, don't forget,
a habit is no damn private hell.
There's no solitary confinement outside of jail.
A habit is hell for those you love.
And in this country,
it's the worst kind of hell for those
who truly love you.

and i know now your habit has become doping
and when it comes a habit,
it comes your strongest love aswell.
and now you have no need to explain.