At the bottom of the ocean of life
With no helping hand
Self-consuming void, my past.
Unwillingly I must carry my - hate

Countless unsolved knots I bear,
Tie another one onto my neck
Dragging a heavy stone of burden,
Now haunting my restless sleep

No moment of serenity to come.
A hazy shadow
cast upon the line
Wander aimlessly, numb and blind.
Yet again, rise to see another day
Just to poison myself again.

As the new sun rises
Reborns the pavement of dopamin

Fall down from the natural high
My pale halo is fading away
Ears ringing unfamiliar tune
The quiet melody of losing myself

Countless unsolved knots I bear
Tie another one onto my neck
Dragging a heavy stone of burden,
Still haunting my restless sleep

Between reality and dreams, I cant sleep
My nightmares haunt me, they keep me awake
Can't control my thoughts, can't feel, can't see
Want to run away from everything (INTOXICATE ME!)

As the new sun rises
It's nice to see me, it's been a while

Fall down from the natural high
My pale halo is fading away
Closer to the edge, I'm wide awake
And I shall take this fall