My morbid companion on my chest
Won't let me get up.
Hopelessness doesn't allow peace of mind for a second

They say life is a gift
An unique opportunity.
A contract that contains your consciousness
Without asking for a signature
A disease only death can cure

No one is stopping me
From ripping this contract
Taking the injection that cures me.

Why I am still here?

Because I am weak
Bound to walk this earth
Being a coward
Not able to let go

How I wished to see my blood dripping on the floor
And no one is stopping me
No one
No one
I am
I am