I want to start using heroin
I want to mess up my life completely
I don't know why I'm obsessed about it
But sometimes it drives me insane

Living is such a pain in the ass
All the worries of the past and the future
I'd rather just prick myself with a needle
And sink where the reality can't reach me

I wan't to start using heroin
Or any other drug to make the pain go away
This life of mine is dragging me down
Lower and lower 'til there's nothing left

Self-inlficted responsibilities
Self-inflicted pain
Self-inflicted worry
Self-inflicted fear of living

I wan't to start using heroin
It's driving me insane
Why do I keep thinking this way?
Why, oh why does it have to be me?

I wan't to start using heroin
I wan't to mess up my life completely
One day soon you may find me
Drowning in my own puke