My being here is just a question of time
I didn't choose to go to work today
I was walking down the street when I got sick
I dragged myself in hospital again

There's something wrong with me, I don't understand it
But every night I'm awake instead of sleeping
I hurt myself 'cos I am so pathetic
And every night I'm awake instead of sleeping

I started to create some people around (they're in my head)
I'm talking to myself 'cos I got no friends
I've tested every pill that's ever made
I'm saving up the money for my grave

There's something wrong with me, I don't understand it
But every night I'm awake instead of sleeping
I hurt myself 'cos I am so pathetic
And every night I'm awake instead of sleeping