Depression

I stopped right here
For the very last time
I am home,
But completely lost
Insanity was my sin
And price was your love
All I hate
Is myself

I am not the man you know,
Man without a core, hollow
I want to get away
From this emptiness
I can't go down anymore
But it's the only way I know
I feel the dust falling on me
I stay here and I bury myself

I am ready to die for a second time
I would cut off my brain to forget you
Lobotomy for myself
So that I wouldn't feel how much

I hate you