Pain Of Growing

Stepping to this world
More complex one
It doesn't need me
But I plunge myself in
Space there's not
But theres no turning back
Ready or not
I must go

Flaming desire
Drives me forward
Towards obstacles
Scarring my heart

Growing
Pain of growing
Pain of living
Pain of dying

The sense of brutal reality
Thought of being mortal
Feeling that destiny
Doesn't guide the way
What is this life about?
Being here by accident?
It is not revealed
Before death

Life is death
And thinking like this
And being drunk
And singing through the night