I promised myself this wont happen again
I am stronger and I`ll break the pattern
In this world no pure light or darkness
Blindfolded choices determine that mix
And I know I can’t make a clear promise
Cognitiving this creates my rage
And I know my strength won’t hold
Cognitiving this creates my rage

:And my heart will fuck off
My heart will fuck off
It is easier to look without
It is easier to hold without:

I wanted to be something I never going to
I wanted to believe something never was true
In this world there’s no meaning or direction
Blindfolded choices determine that mix
And I know that I can’t be something I hope
Cognitiving this creates my rage
And I know my illusions won’t hold
Cognitiving this creates my rage

:And my heart will fuck off
My heart will fuck off
It is easier to look without
It is easier to hold without:

I promised and wanted
I laughed and cried
I found the truth,
And it hadn`t sense at all