No, I have nothing to choose
yet everything to lose
Clarity is lost
Don´t know why it all came to this

The cut is too deep
My existence has become worthless
or maybe it has always been

It´s so cold in here
where I once felt alive
Never couldn`t be enough
Time after time I led myself astray

So here I lie
abandoned and weak
Scars never came
to staunch this bleeding