I love to see her smile
and I hate it
It's not for me

It hurts to see her cry
and I enjoy it
I'm not the only one

I need to see her face
and I don't want to
go near her

Can't stand it when she's gone
and I won't do a thing
about it

I'm singing 'bout her
But it's all about me after all
And though it sounds cold-hearted, I know
it's oh so true
Whoever hears this love song
Well, honey, it's not for you

I'd love to see me try
to talk about it
But I'd rather not

I'm asking myself why
do I keep quiet
when I want to scream

I keep it to myself
Let 'em think I'm humble
when I'm just scared

I want this all to end
and I want them to see my pain
Now that's just selfish

I'm singing 'bout them
And it's all about me again
And though it sounds cold-hearted, I know
it's oh so true
This turned into a hate song
Be glad it's not for you

Whoa-oa-oa-whoah
Yea-yeah-yeah
No-oo, no no no

I want to lose my mind
It would make things easy
But it just won't go away

If only I was blind
Maybe I would learn to hear
the meaning in these words

I need her so that I
could project my feelings
They're so heavy in my head

I want to see her die
So I could kill the war inside me
And find my peace