'Silent hope, deep in soul, my presence made you whole
calm inside, pain was quiet, it seemed right
without me feels nice like flies eating dried eyes
while nails are being pierced through your thighs'

'Senses fade, choices made, no more can you turn away
you’d like to see, how all can be, different from what
now seems real - open your mind, free your kind, in the end,
suffering’s no better than to die.'

Turning skin’s inside out
Hesitantly shout the words out loud
Desperately hoping to find your place
Break through the haze today

“To kill the pain, kill the noise, not live in vain, find my voice
I have to change, not see as taught, rearrange thoughts in me sowed.
Black is white, dark is light, wrong is right, death is life
yours is mine, it is time to lay prejudice aside.”

“To kill the pain, kill the noise, not die in vain, find your voice
you shouldn’t fear, try to hide, true words hear, you’ll see the light.
Pure is stained, to give’s to gain, love is hate, doubt is faith, dreaming to be awake
Your death is our salvation”

One scratch gets torn away
The image still stays the same
Taking a leap of faith
Fine line between locked up and staying sane

“Shaking, trembling”

'Choose your victim!'

“Feeling guilty”

'Sounds like pain’s not hurting enough'

“Pain’s true, also in you”

'Oh yes, I am you!'

“So I’ll do it.”

“Sssweeet!”

Taking your life, needing it more than you
Reaching the light, through me pain will cease to be
Dying’s just a state of mind, you’ll find it fine, not to be alive
Our souls will be set free

'Sickening, blistering, revolting turns to sweetest thing
tame the beast, enjoy the feast, let the anguish be released
feel the hate, for your own sake, live your fate that awaits, preordained
and made of things that might deflate'

“To kill the pain, kill the noise, not live in vain, find my voice
I have changed, not seen as taught, rearranged thoughts in me sowed.
Feeling strong, I was wrong, hoping this could be prolonged
approaching moment of judgement, katharsis or a disappointment?

'Kill!'

Feel the trembling

'Kill!'

Strength you’re gathering

Took your life, needed it more than you
Reaching the light, through me pain has ceased to be
Released from greatest burden of all you’ve been for eternity
By this deed I’ve set as well myself to be free
Dying’s just a state of mind, you’ll find it fine, not to be alive
Our souls will be set free