I lost control
I can't steer the ship
I won't ask for help
I wanna bear this shit
Everything changed from white to black
My world crumbles like a wobbly stack

Something beautiful
suddenly rotted away
I just don't learn
it's always the same
I can hardly breathe I feel so in vain
I'm in a world of shit with nothing to ease the pain

All I believed turned out to be fake
This is more than I can take
Now everything I knew has changed
Beauty bred my rage