Denial

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Lyrics:

Heart grows cold while i grow older. Childhood is gone for good.
There is only the memories. But they'll fade in their own dimension.
I never understood. I was so fool. Why did i let them go away?

We are fighting for our lives, while we deny everything that we are living for.

Why we push away all the love that we could have for ourselves.
WHy should i love if i don't know how? You are my best friend.
I should marry you now but i'm unsure what we'd do for the rest of our lifes.

Tell me how much do you love me? Would you die for me if i'm in danger?

This is not the life that i'd hoped for when i was young and free.
first comes suspicion and then comes denial, but it's hopeless now.
I was born to fail and i'll fail again and again and again and again as long as i live.
I want to love you, but i cannot love you, unless i can't love myself.
I think it's gonna be this way for rest of my days.