Nothing Changes

Lyrics: stuck in the very same place that I´ve always been
there´s a pattern I can trace due to same routine
oh god it´s what I feared, did I just disappear
with no pride left to swallow
am I to follow a path that leads to sorrow
not built to sustain this unbearable pain
and nothing fucking changes
have I gone astray, in this hell I´m forced to stay
if the dream will never prevail, this fate I will derail
all these years been bleeding, out of my misery
what I got to show for remains way beyond me
remains a mystery
still fighting over same shit I was before
chocking on the same flaws I still ignore
oh god it´s what I feared, did I just disappear
with no strenght left to follow
with no hope left to follow
living a lie is a painful way to die
living to die is a fucked up way to ruin your life
have I gone astray