Time is either embers or a diamond in our hands
either we consume ourselves in haste
or take things slowly and perfect the shape
either way, it burns out sometime

Horizon of life is either mountains or a flat desert
to a brave man it makes no difference,
but for a lazy man both are terrible
for the effort to go is unbearable

social situations are filled with rats or worthy ones
either you face the with pride and confidence
or you can face them unwillngly, fighting and drunk
I am a beast that still tries to choose which one

shape of our destiny is forged by many smiths
coincidences,...

Beyond what is good and evil
perceiving life as it is
eternal slumber of mind
is there life?

beyond the wall of sleep
dead aces watching me
memories, reality, dreams
in eternal collision

Nightmares are my reality
save me from this hell
so theres no heaven, no hell
and inner turmoil may fade

These make my mind
Obedient, like a slave, I am
Sleepless, yet not dreamless
Capture my heart as I'm Falling

I am weak, feeble and a fool
never a knight in shining armor
take me as I am, or go to hell
I am me, in my mortal shell, nothing more

When life turns even worse
the powers of life are your...

I reflect upon my life
every move I have made
all of them are nothing
more than another nail on my coffin

all attempts for life
all attempts to rid myself from my past
dead within for so long

marked by death
from the birth of my shadow
my dead eyes
show no emotion no more

I think I have found
a shovel Ive been looking for
next step is obviously
to dig my own grave

conflicts and confusion
consume my pathetic being
no light, no dark
just absolute emptiness

all consuming void
"life" as you call it
devours all I was
or at least tried to be

for so long I have existed
thirsting for a breath...

When you look your life
are you satisfied now?
could you've gotten more?
the clock ticks till we all die

clock ticks, tic tac
final breath closes in
have you done all you wanted?
time has no mercy, doomed to die

are you driven insane now?
have you given any thought now?
doomed to die we are
and so is the seed we leave behind

life is worthless paradox
we live to breed heir who dies too
does anything make sense now?
when you know youre doomed to die

gaze at december moon
alone, in the forest
do you see it now?
blackest of black is now your life

in ruins of all meaning we dwell
but...

I Never truly loved you
I just wanted that you...
would make yourself
my craven image

worthless whore you are
just another whore you try to be
more they can handle
with disgust I put you forth

too young to understand
"love" is absolutely worthless
monogamy is not human
you too will see it someday

we live to breed for nothing
I lived that lie too
that relationships could have
a fucking meaning

but as life among humans
have thought me clearly
only procreation has value
as only, lonely, defiant I will stand

I wish I could hate you now
but against my will I must say
I still love... In...

years seem to go away
only bitterness remain
alone in the dark
only my thoughts keep me company

broken man
with broken dreams
this isn't what I expected
from my life

tears...like flood
they are dry and invisible
memories torment me
what once was is now gone

dreaming away this life
I no longer am the same my friend
dreaming away this dream
I am no longer sane

sleepless nights
lifeless days
my strength has faded
as I look my life from distance

to dream an impossible dream
moments of clarity I had
times when sorrow was just a guest
and not my master

beyond eternity
my path is set
to...