Clausturum

Lyrics:
How I wish that cancer would kill me
This world don't seem too real to me
I just want to get out of this stream
Of people too afraid to dream

I'll grow older
I'll become much colder
Where's the soothing hand to
strangle me.

...

I'd have lift the curtains of night
I'd have made life so light
I'd have found a future bright

But I seem to be repellent for
everything that's beautiful.