October

Everything you did that day I never should have missed
I should have known you
just the way that you smiled to me had something in it
that I wasn't used to
maybe now that I'm not blind I see life as it is
and I really want to
never make those mistakes I've made again as I fear
I've made a few

I've tried everything I knew was wrong
but something's different today
I've cried in my bed these nights alone
but I feel the change on the way
today

maybe I ain't all that smart but I can get through life
I always could
and now that things have changes and I am not alone this time
I know I still do
in the morning as I wake up I know all is fine
'cos I can see you
everyday of my life I have had these thoughts inside
but I've been a fool

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