for now i sleep
just to awaken
at a moment of terror
and nothing to feed
i kiss them goodbye
now or later
it wont matter much
till its all over

merely eye for an i

merely eye for an i

merely eye for an i



this insomnia is eating me alive but i dont really mind
for i am not just god but human
i shiver for the maddness and despair that surrounds me
for here i am safe



merely eye for an i


just watch my fucking skin crawl while
i try to understand,

the living and the dead

while i sink

into this dark mess


the living and the dead

the living and the dead