It's the start of the soccer season, and I'm standing still on the sidelines when I see the men walking in.

On the start of every previous season I've felt in a certain way. But it's never been anything like it is today.

All the feelings that I have are the feelings that I lacked years ago, until I found out it's not like that. I want to feel the way I used to feel. I want to feel the way I used to feel. I want to feel the way used to feel when I was seventeen.

It's the start of the soccer season and I do my best to recall if this is the first time that I feel I fall.

But I've always kept in my mind that there are downs. So let's not call it complete. Let's just shout.

All the feelings that I lack are the feelings that I had years ago, until I found out it's not like that. I want to feel the way I used to feel. I want to feel the way I used to feel. I want to feel the way used to feel when I was seventeen.

It's the start of the soccer season and I feel misplaced. I'm standing on the sidelines and I see myself play.