Close my eyes. Back in time I travel. See my home.
My skies grow dark. It's downpour. Sense dims, misleads my path.
For I descend down back to hell...
It won't let me die!
Come the dark - Let it in my soul
I take this all - Laughing at myself
Apathy save me from pain and thus my sorrow never dies.
I'm chained to emotion of tears, listening to my own piteous lies.
Death, pain, grief - is my name!
All fear gone - Feel insane!
Chorus:
Burning winds emerge my pain. Freezing heart's inside in vain.
Crimson sky is breeding grief I understand.
I have locked my feelings out. No one can withdraw my crowd.
Hiding in the darkest corner of my cell.
Come the dark - Let it in my soul
I take this all - Still holding on my pride
Stand alone in my wastelands after holocaust of love.
To everyone I turn my back. Blind, surrounded by jet-black.
Death, pain, grief - is my name!
All is gone - Keep me sane!
[chorus]
I'm locked inside - wed to the dusk
By anguish, sorrow, bitterness and hate
I'm agony of throng. See no light among this torment cruel upon me.
I'm walking along the path that is wrong, for in the end I am not free.
Thee distress me - Ruthlessly, Driving me insane!
Demon in his mind:
"All gone for you. No return, you wait for tomorrow. Depressed.
Living the past. You're for nothing. Pathetic shit!"
Warrior in his mind:
"These feeling I try to keep inside. None can see how I feel. There's nothing in my life today. But I can't wait for tomorrow. I got to break free right now."
Demon in his mind:
"Oh, look at all those happy faces. Why do they laugh?
They laugh at you! Everyone is laughing at thee!"
Warrior in his mind:
" Who cares what I had in the past? Do they worship you for what you were but aren't today? They admire what you were, but that's all."
Demon in his mind:
"Take my hand pitiful, erase your emotions. No one truly cares about anyone.
It's too late for you now. Follow me..."
Warrior in his mind:
"I have cried, fallen down but arose stronger and I learn.
This day belongs to me! For I rule again!"
Amber dawn light has kissed me as I glanced beside me, whispered her name.
In celestial nights, with a beauty my heart mourns for, I have lain.
We found us together. These two strong hearts were not born to be tame.
For all time I had it, For eternity I know this life did aim...
to pain! When I comprehended it, it was all too late. The story of my life...
I love to live, so give me a reason. Give me a reason!
[solo]
Hate gives me strength to fight, but with hate I cannot win.
All I see feeds this writhe and confused around I spin.
Death, pain, grief - is my name!
All hope gone - I am lame!
[chorus]
Make me stop this necromancy, Pretence of a keen smile.
Everything is to weary me, This all is far too vile.
I'm crippled whilst I ramble on, though impaired nothing I shall find.
My bitter thoughts of hatred, twisted me a malice mind
Heart as stone and all alone, Come save me!
Hear my bitter tragedy, listen it was my past.
Behold me now a warlord, for no beauty forever lasts.
Vigilant and far from vivid, Meretricious and sordid.
My face has become livid, and thus I feel morbid.
Death is life! I am alive! Cruel darkness devours me in... agony!